But when Jesus turned and looked at his disciples, he rebuked Peter. "Get behind me, Satan!" he said. "You do not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men." Mark 8:33
"Get behind me, Satan!"
I've often wondered how Peter felt when Jesus spoke those words.
Was he offended? Was he angry? Did his fists curl in an involuntary moment of self-preservation?
Was he confused? Was he hurt? Did he react in disbelief that his friend, his teacher, would address him in such a way?
Was he ashamed? Was he humbled? Did he get it? Did the truth of Jesus' words wash over him in a wave of understanding?
We don't know; Scripture doesn't say.
"You do not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men."
The Lord has been teaching me about the meaning of that particular phrase for years now. Perhaps because I have been in an extended season of watching and listening versus doing and leading... I have had the eyes to see and ears to hear things which would otherwise have gone unnoticed. And what I have observed within myself and within others grieves me to no end.
I do not type these next words easily. I have sat at my keyboard praying for discernment...and finally, the courage to say what comes next.
I am convinced that there is much damage done within the church by the Body of Christ because we plan, we advise, we speak, and we act from a mindset that does not have in mind the things of God, but the things of men.
The worst part of this is that we do these things under the false belief that we are acting "in the name of Jesus."
The need to be in control.
The need for power.
The need for a happy ending.
The need to hold on.
The need to protect.
The need to be loved.
The need to help.
The need to fix.
The need to do something, anything, but wait.
The need to enforce our own agenda.
He is asking me to pause today and consider things His way...
"The LORD established the kingdom under his control; and all Judah brought gifts to Jehoshaphat, so that he had great wealth and honor." 2 Chronicles 17:5
"But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us." 2 Corinthians 4:7
"I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances." Philippians 4:11
"Jesus said, 'Do not hold on to me, for I have not yet returned to the Father. Go instead to my brothers and tell them, 'I am returning to my Father and your Father, to my God and your God.''' John 20:17
"I will remain in the world no longer, but they are still in the world, and I am coming to you. Holy Father, protect them by the power of your name - the name you gave me - so that they may be one as we are one." John 17:11
"No, the Father himself loves you because you have loved me and have believed that I came from God." John 16:27
"My help comes from the LORD, the Maker of heaven and earth." Psalm 121:2
"In that day I will restore David's fallen tent. I will repair its broken places, restore its ruins, and build it as it used to be," Amos 9:11
"But they soon forgot what he had done and did not wait for his counsel." Psalm 106:13
"As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts." Isaiah 55:9
So what have I learned? What am I still learning?
To listen well.
To ask questions when I don't understand or agree.
To speak only when necessary.
To seek God's direction.
To concede my needs and my desires and make room for His.
If I can do these things...then I will not hinder the journey of the church, of my brothers and sisters-in-Christ, or myself as we make our way to the cross.
Lord Jesus, let it be so.
Friday, February 26, 2010
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